I’m struggling here. Again.
It’s not the first time this has happened and it surely won’t be the last. I’m in a proper blog funk and I don’t know how to get out of it.
I think there’s a lot of reasons why. I no longer have Sundays to blog because I spend them with my boyfriend, my other day off work I’ve been training for a half-marathon, so rather than getting up and being at my comping at 9am to bash out 10 blog posts, I’m not getting to the computer until I’ve ran, had a shower and had dinner. Around 2 or 3pm.
After work during the week I either go to the gym or come home and clean. I do try to turn the computer on, but I’d rather be playing Elder Scrolls online or watching Nextflix.
I’m also not feeling the blogging community over on Twitter at the moment. It’s just very judgement and it seems we have to be a certain type of person with certain types of views and morals or we’re judged.
All these things have lead me to see blogging as a chore. I can’t think of ideas like I used to. I get products to review and I just can’t be bothered to spend my time taking photos, then using the products.
I think I just have less and less time and it’s making me wonder if I want to spend it blogging.
I feel like I’m going through the motions and forcing out post after post just because I have to have a daily post or it’s the end of the world. I stupid rule I put on myself.
I haven’t looked at my page views in weeks. Because I don’t care.
This isn’t the first time I’ve wrote a post like this and it won’t be the last. I really want to pull myself out of it.
I’m going to brain storm some ideas and get some posts schedule so I can at least have a bit of breathing space at least and re-assess how I feel.
Life is just too full at the moment.
I need more time.
Anyone got any words of wisdom for me?